SH*T.

Why the excitement?

BECAUSE ARMIN CAN BURREN IS COMING TO SINGAPORE’S ANNUAL ZOUK OUT.

OMG. LIKE WHO APPRECIATES TRANCE IN SINGAPORE HELLO?

and seriously, I’ve NEVER been to a rave in Singapore before.

So please,someone,anyone, buy an air ticket home for me this winter and I will do ANYTHING.

REMEMBER:

I’LL DO ANYTHING.

 

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In case y’all don’t know who he is, HE IS THE NUMBER ONE DJ IN THE WORLD for 07,08 and 2009!

 

Just listen to his music, I recommend the universal religion chapter four’s playlist.

I am serious about that tatoo.

I am already gone.

Hello fall.

Dewi says, ‘Fu*k you’

Dropping in to get into the mood of writing and also ranting.

I can seriously never understand how people percieve me as a human. So fuck all of you. None of you know me, none of you can understand what I’ve gone through. People underestimate, they cave you in, they leave you. Then what’s next ? They hurt and harm you in so many ways, in so many levels unimagainable. ALL THESE YEARS, I am build to be immuned to all the BULLSHIT they bring on my doorstep.

UNBELIEVABLE. UNVELIEVEABLE.

I hate all of you. Nobody understands.

I wish ‘nobody’ exists. So h/she will understand.

(Why do I put an ’s’ if ‘nobody’ is one person? Grammar dilemma.)

I’ll NEVER believe someone would stay for me. I’LL NEVER believe people will stay, inevitably. THEY LEAVE.

PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE.

No matter how much you did, no matter how much you’re WILLING to offer.

Because when they see you, THEY.WALK.AWAY.

Nothing can make me better. Nobody understands.

SO DON’T FUCKING JUDGE ME.

Because none of you know me, AT ALL. NOTHING.

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‘CHEER UP.’

SERIOUSLY DON’T USE THAT.

I TRY TO BE HAPPY EVERYDAY.

EVERYDAY.

I TRIED TO BE HAPPY.

I AM TRYING TO BE HAPPY.

I TRIED.

I TRIED TO BARGAIN FOR A SPECK OF HAPPINESS EVERYDAY.

I BARGAINED.

TRY TO MAKE ME HAPPY.

DON’T JUST THROW A ‘CHEER UP’ AT ME.

MAKE ME HAPPY.

I am a huge tweet whore.

omg.