I don’t know truth like truths knows truth.

but,

“Everything seemed all at once so worthless and petty to me. I locked myself in my room and walked up and down a long while alone, unable to do anything,unable to think,to get a clear idea of my own feelings. I thought of the joy of all family, of the words they would say…..I looked on myself and everyone that thought of death came to me like a dream of bliss. I smiled and prayed and wept; and with such passionate fervour I loved everyone in the world, and myself too at that moment.“

-Leo Tolstoy, Family Happiness.

Reason number 8,900 why love Mr Tolstoy.You know he’s one of those writers who writes true feelings and genuine thoughts about human nature, love and truth.

You know, it’s amazing how we behave.

Summer Love,

hm.

It’s been almost a year since I’ve studied here, time do fly past fast. I am almost 18 too. I was flipping through the old pictures and notes, and boy, I changed so much. I can barely recognize myself! Well, I never regret my decisions, except the part about studying HARDER……well,I’ve matured, I’ve grown fatter and I’m still Dewi, but a little…mental. I fought, I cried and I laughed, I love what I loved. I’ve sunk into emotional abyss before and I witnessed my whole world caved in before.

However, there’s more to come,to see, to feel and to add in the bucket list. So many things I want to accomplish in life, I really can’t wait to see what God have installed for me, ’cause that Guy sure is hard on me. Still, I got through it; good and bad.

Yes, there’s so MUCH more to see people.

It is never too late, trust me.

xx

XXX

I cannot wait to go back to Asia!

But first, I have to see you before I go back.

Serendipity.

I have never been so weak, in my life before.

My deraged and twisted life has not been a pleasant one.

Summer break is going to be and only be about emotional resilience and me.

VAVAVAVA-Vegas.

I absolutely hate to blog about the places I go, or the amazing people I met. Because my words and the horrible pictures I took don’t justify what they truly are.Visiting Las Vegas and the Grand Canyon was one of the most amazing experience I ever had. And I’m glad that I’m there. Celebrating 4th of July in Vegas is LIKE a cherry on the icing.

AMAZING.

Fireworks, Cirque de Solique performaces, $36 Cha Siew Pork, Premium Outlets, the Strip and the Slot Machines. This is seriously what you get for waking up in vegas:

This is nothing compared to what you see with your own eyes. Driving down the strip, seeing extremely long pink diamante limos– that was when I decided that MY 21st birthday WILL be in Las Vegas. I.DON’T.CARE.

Purse burst? You bet!

Gay Pride 2009, Market Street.

David Guetta Is Forever My Love

A video I took at the Regency, his opening  song,newest single, ‘When Love Takes Over’.

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