A Good Reason Why I Should Be In SG.

To catch the F1 race duh.

Anyone have pictures or videos of it?Gosh,can’t believe I missed it ):

Tissues and Issues.

I seriously wonder why I like Jackie.

I think it’s so unexplainable.It’s been 1297 days since I felt this way!Oh my God,unbelievable,because I told myself not to fall too hard before.

Now,I STILL don’t know why the fuck I fell for J,don’t know why the sudden thought.Just this sudden wave of enlightenment lor.Then all I have is one answer :

HE’S FUNNY.

…….

err..and he’s a good kisser ?LOL.

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Ok,I think I’m in deep shit because May Ee said before -jokes will run out.Even if I date Russell Brand -JOKES WILL STILL RUN OUT.

I must find a good reason why I like J.Or rather..why I love Jackie.AND WHY THE HELL I GOT MYSELF INTO THIS LONG TERM SHIT.What the hell was I thinking.I must really backtrack and rewind.’Cause I seriously can’t find another good reason.If I can’t find one,I think everything will look so pointless and dumb.

I must think pragmatically.

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School was ok.Except for Macroeconomics class.This class is for people who has no life and think numbers/math/money is the only language spoken among the homosapiens.I guess I’m still a monkey.

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Can someone beg my mom for me to come back during the winter break?I wanna go back to Singapore!God.If I don’t come back this winter,I’ll be stuck here till next fall (august).And that would suck-spending christmas without…anyone but frozen food.I want chicken rice and carrot cake for x’mas.I want to spend christmas morning with Jackie too.Someone write a petition and submit to me mother pleaseee.

>.<

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My mom wants to send my brother Dickson to Foothill next fall.

Someone shoot me please.

From kindergarden to primary to secondary school,i’ve been in the same school as my brother for like…17 years?Make 18 years if he’s REALLY COMING.

And I swear to God that he will be a total pain in the ass.

Just when I thought I got my freedom.

Oh well,I’ll make sure we get cars by then!Because it will be even a bigger pain in the ass if we don’t have cars.

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Movies,Pizzeria Venti,Alcatraz,El Jardin and Ryan’s Watch.

I have been really busy these days,so sorry ,couldn’t have time to blog.I want to blog but I’m either to lazy or to weary to do so.I’m so busy due to counselling,registering for classes,signing for in-campus jobs and miscellaneous social activities(LOL.)I’m just going to summarise what’s going on and stuff.

Not blogging in sequence–gonna be random and impromtu.

(That’s dominic,posing.LOL.He liked it too anyways..)

I loveeeee Ryan’s watch!!!It’s so shimmery and glittery.

Well at least I got to wear for like 5 hours.Lol.Most of the time,it slips off my wrist though.

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I’m so damn frustrated about the mandatory health check I’m suppose to have cause I kept going there but I GOT NOTHING DONE.It’ so frustrating.Let me tell you why :

Monday : I can’t got my flu shots because I’m a minor,I have to come back again to get my host parents’ signature.NOTE: The woman told me to come back the next day.

Tuesday: The other woman told me that teh doctor isn’t in today.I got nothing done.She booked an appointment for me at 2pm.

Today (Wednesday): Came early to check whether I could get my shots early.The woman checked my data and she FOUND NO INFO OF MY APPOINTMENT.She told me to come back on monday.

IF I DON’T GET MY FUCKING SHOTS ON MONDAY.IM GOING TO BURN THE HEALTH CENTER.OR EVEN HIRE THE CONTRACTORS TO DEMOLISH IT.LOL.

I was so pissed then.

Justin then picked me up to go to Maruchi,some (VERY GOOD) ramen restaurant at Castro street.His Audi is cool I tell ya,he is really the reason why I should get a car.Cause his in-built GPS have like this camera on the back of his car so to prevent any accidents.It’s so cool. I’m so gonna get a car when I’m 18! OMG. T_T

J got this Macademia and Choc from Hawaii for me.Joy joy joy.

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Watched ‘Bangkok Dangerous’ with Anthea,Jonathan and Kenneth  at shoreline’s century theaters.Nicholas was awesome but I find his hair style in the movie was…obscene and gross.LOL.I still prefer his hair short.Oh well,the pang brothers did a pretty good job!:D Big fan big fan.

AND OH I HATE THE ‘STARCADE’ IN CENTURY 16.The arcade machines there are third world.It eats up my money like noone’s business.Goodness.It was so fucking agonizing when I need to go to the ticketing office to get my tokens back.God.

After that,off to Pizzeria Venti for Pizza.

Caeser Salad.

Pepporoni Pizza.

Ladies.

Fellas.

Jon,Ken,Ann,Me.

We had fun,except the fact that I miss Jackie alottttt.

Then Stanley came to pick K and I home,he just picked up his beemer at the collection center.Note that it’s brand new when we sat on his bmw!And when was overjoyed and all,guess what happen after 6 hours…

HE KNOCKED ONTO THE POLICE CAR WHEN HIS WAS SHIFTING BACKWARDS.

I WAS IN THE CAR AND I WAS LIKE.

O.M.G.W.T.H.

I feel so much for him you know,like it’s brand new and all!And it’s a freaking beemer that just caused a bummer.I feel so sad for him.It’s BRAND NEW and it got a biggg scratch.

He should have knocked onto like a normal someone’s car rather than THE POLICE CAR.LOL.

OMG!!!!

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The other day I was with Wita,Will,Andri and Ray,went tthis really (expensive) and chic teiquila bar @ Santana Row.The place is so pretty and they serve really good Mojitos.I had a green apple mojito and it’s sooo good.

It’s freezinggg cold then !Gosh.

I love you Wita!

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The other was at SF with the school.And that’s when I met this really crazy and ignorant Thai guy -Tarin.He’s really funny,crazily unbelivable and indescribable.LOL.

We were at Alcatraz,the really old prison,and we were in this isolating cell or something.It was all dark and all,we WERE LOCKED IN BTW.LOL.Tarin can still camwhore with me while I’m on the phone with Undrum.

He is amazingly retarded.

Told cha.

I warned you!

ME.

ME.

ME.

ME.

(thanks mike!)

That’s all folks,will blog about school,lectures and professors soooooon!

Today,is a Happy Day.

WE WON WE WON WE WON

WE WON WE WON WE WON

WE WON WE WON WE WON

WE WON WE WON WE WON

WE WON WE WON WE WON

WE WON WE WON WE WON

YAY! WON WHAT?

A FREAKING YACHT PARTY.

(But wth,I won’t be there.)

CLICK(SPICE DOVES) HERE.

lmao.

Hah.

Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more.

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I had a really really bad dream today.It’s still dreaming ain’t it? Still,AND ironically it’s called a nightmare.Never thought that dreaming could be so difficult.

Lady Gaga- ‘Paparazzi’

I’m your biggest fan
I’ll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there’s no other superstar
You know that I’ll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I’ll be kind
But I won’t stop until that boy is mine
Baby you’ll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

I’ll be your girl
Backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you’ll know
I’m staring between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

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I love gossip girl!

Sick Sick Sick.

Be very careful people!

A Really Boring Night.

A very troubled teenager.

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Should I go to sf tmr with Ikuo ?Omg,should I ?!I’m very sure I’m going to spend another 80 bucks or more to go there eat and shop and stuff.Oh godddd.

‘Don’t go Dewi,don’t go!’

I NEED YOUR SUPPORT.

 

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Appreciation.

It suddenly dawned onto me that I have the best life ever.Seriously,I think I got everything I wanted.

I have the best family you can ever have.My parents are very supportive and kind to me.My brothers is really being very appreciative of me;well,when I’m not at home already!

I have friends that are totally out of the universe.You can’t find them anywhere in this world/dimension/galaxy/planet/universe.I love Fel,Peiqin,Caryn,POHSAN,Sivien and Talleah alot.You can’t find them in fairy tales or dreams.And May Ee also,I love you girl!!!Like alot.She’s really the one who goes on and on about ’eh wake up hor,realistic k!’.

I have the best boyfriend ever.LIKE EVER.He’s really not like the typical or the usual.I can finally say and proudly announce that I love him.Alot.

I have the best education.Thank God and Dad and Mom.I’m extremely blessed.

Just really overwhelmed by everything that surrounds me that shields me.

God,Family,Friends and Love of my life.

Like my Mom said,

‘You’re lucky,very lucky nu er.’

I love everything.

EVERYTHING.

I mean,what can go wrong?

PS.Glasptt,you guys free go patronise my mom’s shop lah.I think she misses you guys.Lol.